I just had one of those conversations that stays with you long after the words stop. You know the kind. It doesn’t explode. It doesn’t end with yelling. It just quietly rattles around in your chest like a loose screw you can’t tighten.

A close friend of mine is here from Venezuela on asylum. He is a good guy. A kind guy. A thoughtful guy. And he is a full on Trump supporter. That alone stopped me in my tracks. Not because people can’t disagree but because I genuinely wanted to understand how those two realities sit in the same room.

So I asked a simple question. What is your perspective on what’s happening in Venezuela right now?

He told me it’s great. Am I crazy? He said the boat everyone is talking about was not a fishing boat. It was a drug boat. He said a fishing boat doesn’t need six engines. He said he saw photos. Pete Hegseth refuses to release photos. I have no idea what images he saw. Am I missing something? Does anyone actually have verified images? Or are we just passing screenshots like trading cards and calling it truth?

Am I crazy for thinking if the evidence is real it should be shown? Then he said he’s glad the oil is being taken from Venezuela. Glad. Like it’s a win. He doesn’t see it as exploitation. He sees it as justice. He doesn’t see it as destabilization. He sees it as order.

Am I crazy for thinking the oil story feels like a shiny object waved in front of us while everyone quietly avoids talking about the Epstein files? Because that’s what it feels like to me. Loud distraction. Quiet avoidance. Rinse. Repeat.

I couldn’t argue with him. Not because I didn’t have thoughts. I had plenty. But because this is his home. This is his trauma. This is his history. And emotion lives there long before facts ever get a chance to unpack their bags. So I listened. And I listened in wonderment.

Am I crazy for feeling like everything happening right now is painfully obvious?

Obvious in the way magic tricks are obvious once you know where to look. Obvious in the way algorithms feed us comfort and call it information. Obvious in the way silos keep us feeling informed while actually keeping us blind.

How does someone who fled a country because of political collapse support the same patterns here?

Am I crazy for thinking that means the information stream matters more than the lived experience?

 Then something else happened today. Something small but loud.

I was driving through the Home Depot parking lot and I got nervous. Not alert. Not cautious. Nervous.

I haven’t felt that in decades.

It took me straight back to my twenties. Did I renew everything? Do I have my license? What if I forgot something? What if I get stopped? What else should I have on me? I was born here. My parents were born here. I am about as American as it gets on paper. But in that moment none of that mattered.

Because here’s the part that messes with your head. Some people think I’m white. Some think I’m Puerto Rican. Some think I’m Middle Eastern. Some think I’m Israeli. I get all of it. But I’m a Black man. For a brief moment in a Home Depot parking lot I felt something I hadn’t felt in a long time. Fear.

Am I crazy for thinking that alone says everything? That fear doesn’t need laws to be written to exist. It just needs permission to return. That moment broke my heart a little. Because I realized how fast things can snap back. How quickly the body remembers even when the mind wants to forget.

So what do you do when someone you respect believes something you cannot reconcile?

Do you educate? Do you challenge? Do you walk away? I walked away. Not because I was right. Not because he was wrong. But because I was one sentence away from saying something I would regret. And calling someone stupid is easy. Listening is hard. Respecting someone while not understanding them at all is harder.

Am I crazy for thinking walking away was the most humane choice? Am I crazy for thinking we are not actually arguing facts anymore but fighting over which reality stream we’re plugged into?

Am I crazy for feeling like this should terrify us more than it does? What say you?

Because I’m listening. Even when I don’t understand. Even when it breaks my heart.

And yeah I know. I’m probably a little crazy.

But in this situation… am I?

That is it. That is all.

William Rochelle, but you can call me Bill.

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